My name is Angelina Kedge and I have had a remarkable life that has had mainly 5 threads running through it. All these experiences have made me the person I am today and equipped me to do the work I do in service to this planet.
Childhood neglect and poverty consciousness
My Mum and Dad were lovely people but lousy parents. My Mum was very controlling, over-protective, strict and undemonstrative and never told me she loved me. My Dad was absent as he had a degree of autism just like my brother who used to bully me. Neither of them spent any time playing with us, nor were we fed enough food as I remember always being hungry. We were brought up, with a ‘seen but not heard’ attitude, and were never allowed to talk whilst eating our meals. I had very few possessions and those I did have either came from jumble sales or the market. I was not allowed to grow my hair long until I was 15, nor play with my school friends on the estate, nor have friends round my house. We weren’t a family, but a husband and wife and 2 kids that tagged along. All this left me with very low self-esteem, a lack of self-worth and feeling unloved, unappreciated, misunderstood and unsupported. Over the years I have found ways to value and accept who I am and overcome my own poverty consciousness and now live abundantly.
Chronic Ill health
I contracted a dangerous strain of scarlet fever when I was 14 and believe this to be the start of the downhill spiral into chronic ill health. I have had 111 health conditions ranging from asthma, eczema, allergies, osteoporosis and migraines, through to PMT, IBS, CFS, POTS, EDS, and SFN. I was housebound for many years and virtually bedbound. I know what it is to feel utter despair, loneliness, and helplessness. I have been in the ‘dark night of the soul’ numerous times and have had suicidal tendencies. I have had 9 phobias, mild psychosis, anxiety, depression, ADD and taken an accidental drug overdose. Most of these I have managed to cure myself through inner child healing, past life clearing, visualisation, mindfulness, energy healing and light language. I now live a happy and stress-free life.
My son
At the age of 6 my son was diagnosed with ASD and ADHD and was a highly intelligent gifted child. I was a single parent with numerous health conditions, in constant pain, trying to manage a child who displayed very difficult behaviour. Recently he estranged himself from me which has been by far the hardest thing I’ve had go through in my life. My son has been my biggest teacher and he has taught me patience, love and trust.
Loss
My Dad died when I was 17, my brother when I was 25, I’ve had a misscariage, been divorced, had 2 broken engagements, and had over 50 pets and moved house 15 times. I currently have no family I connect with. All these experiences have shown me how to cope with loss and grief, to live with non-attachment, to rise above adversity, and to be emotionally strong and resilient.
Spiritual and Psychic Development.
Over the last 35 years I have developed my psychic and spiritual gifts. I am trained in various complimentary therapies, spiritual healing, and psychic development. I ran meditation classes at several colleges and a healing centre from my own home offering my own healing modality, colour essences, and spiritual and psychic development classes. As an empath and sensitive, I have all the ‘claires’ and can channel from the angels, light beings, guides and Zygons. Without these gifts I know I wouldn’t have survived. I plan is to move to Spain and continue to offer courses, workshops and healing sessions.